Thursday, March 29, 2012

Where Are You AF?

So where the heck is AF? Seriously. I don't know if it's cause this is the first non-clomid cycle since we started, but should that make AF just show up whenever the heck it wants? Grrr. I'll wait another week and then i'll test just for funsies. Cause if it turns out that i'm pregnant, i will literally die laughing.

In other news, both of our new jobs are still going really well, and we like them a lot. I've also started volunteering with my local roller derby team. I've decided to start out as a ref and see if i want to go from there. Those girls kick some major ass.
I've gotten to the point where i'm more accepting of the fact that it may be a long while before we're parents. Babies seem to make me cry less, and I only feel a slight twinge of annoyance when yet another friend announces their pregnancy. I feel like this is a great step forward in the healing process.

How's everything with all of you?

Saturday, March 17, 2012

Roller Derby and Post #100.

Apparently this is my 100th post! who knew?! Man, time really flies when you're in a pit of IF misery. lol.

For a few years now, i've wanted to join roller derby. I've finally put in a request to be a referee. Hubbs is totally behind this, lol. He thinks i'd be awesome at roller derby. I feel like reffing would be a good way to learn the game more and find out if it's something i'd really want to do.

We've been goofing around with potential names if i ever do it. So far the leaders are...

Ginger Snapped


Hellga the Horrible

Veloci Wrecked-her

Storm Break-Her

Fluffy Nerf Hurt-Her


Carhop Bebop


Hellena Hand Basketcase

Gozer the Destruct-Her

I'm sure there will be more to come. lol.

Friday, March 16, 2012

Lack of Posts.

Maybe it's because i feel like i don't have that much to talk about now that our baby-making stuff is on hold. Maybe it's because when i get home from work, generally around 1-2am i am so darn tired and sore that i don't want to do anything at all. My legs, back, neck hurt like heck. lol. I have no idea what i did. lol. I'm sure all of this though is far less painful and uncomfortable than being pregnant... maybe. lol.

Hubbs really likes his new job, and despite that mine gets crazy busy sometimes, i like it. I can't wait till i actually get my skates and get to fly around delivering delicious goodies to people, but the drive-thru will do for now.

Hubbs and i have gotten into the march madness a bit. I was big into making brackets in college and went a little crazy with it. So the two of us have our own little bracket tourney and so far i'm beating him by 3 points. lol. We'll see if my lead keeps up, but i hope so. Victory shall be mine!

Today my shoulder area hurts really bad, and i have a pain in by Righty that i'm really hoping isn't a cyst. I'm just so very tired.

It's been hard the last few weeks. Hubbs works mornings from 7-12:30. He gets home and likes to nap. I wake up around 11:30am and then putz around and go to work around 6-7 and stay till 1-2am. We really only get a few hours a day to spend together. He would prefer to nap for most of it though. For the most part he's awake when i get home, but goes to sleep shortly after. He's actually napping on the couch right now whilst i blog. lol. I have the day off today, and once he wakes up we shall have a fabulous day together. I imagine this is kind of like what it'll be like 10 years from now, when we both have real jobs, hopefully kids, and whatever else. Enjoy those precious times where we actually get to spend time together.