Fatty Fatty Tubbster is what i call my parent's dog, cause she's a big fatty. lol. I'm now officially a big fatty too. I mean once the periods started i started getting fat, and then fatter, now i'm at the fatty stage. Trying to laugh about it, cause i hear fat people are supposed to be jolly.
Anyways, the lab results did come back luckily, all of my other hormone levels are normal, my blood sugar level is perfect, and my cervix is gorgeous and normal, but i do have the dreaded insulin resistance =(
Today is they day i start metformin and say goodbye to my delicious white bread, white rice, potatoes, corn, all of the yummy things. Switching to whole grain/whole wheat stuff and saying goodbye to my longtime love of fizzy and/or sweet drinks and my obsession with ice cream.
This makes me a sad panda. Pretty much all of the food in our house i can't eat now. Lucky me though, we do have a ham. That ham is all mine. MINE I SAY! what the heck are we going to do with the 5lb tub of cookie dough and giant package of 80 flour tortillas we bought at costco last night?
I know that this is all for the best. I know that taking these new drugs, changing my diet, and exercising is going to make me healthier and help get me pregnant. I shall try not to think of it as me giving up things that i love, but changing my life so i can have something i'll love even more.
We seriously have so much food that is forbidden now. i'm afraid to go into the kitchen to look for something for breakfast. It will all be a bunch of no, no, no. It'll be like going through it saying, eff you, eff you, you're cool, eff you... le sigh.